My life completely sucks right now. Living with my grandmother is a nightmare. I am completely miserable pretty much constantly. The only reason I haven't flipped out and killed someone yet is really because of Jake and Chadd.

I am moving out of state as soon as possible, however neither Jake nor I can seem to find a job at all here. I wish I had the money to go now and find something where we want to go. I feel like I am just trapped in this vicious circle of complete destitute here. Fuck this place. We should have left a long time ago. -_-